sucks.

anyways. I'm bored out of my mind on a saturday night. waiting miserably for something amazing to like fly out of jesus' ass, i.e., mikalah and her bf to come pick me up. 

my stomach is killing me :@ i ate too much of nothing today. I neeeed to get outta HERE.

Thursday, after second period Bryan and I left with Mishi. We went to go check my card which had a whopping 100$ on it. We go straight to taco bell. Which isnt very good for you at 1130 in the morning I'm sure. Swing back over to Mishi's. Bryan and I play secret agent ninjas, hiding and dodging from Mishi's mom. We mess around for a bit after her mom leaves and watch FFVII advent children. I didnt know that Zach was the original Cloud?? or something? From crisis core.. or something about it. Anyways. Bryan was talking about it. Afterwards we run and drop Bryan off, go back and do laundry then hit the mall for a bit of shopping. Bought Joe his 1 month anni gift since it's coming up this saturday. Squeeee~ Go see my sister at her work til 4:15 ish? Then run and chill at Thomas'.

Not wanting to go back home we go to see Austin about 8? 830?. Go to Green room, play pool. Then instead of initial plan to go to Champion lanes with Austin and group, at around 10 we go to Mikalah's and chill til 11. Mishi leaves and I chill with Mikalah til about like 12... or a bit past it. 1230? She takes me home and thats that.

Next morning we're out about the town til like 4 in the afternoon. Chill at home.... I think >_> I cant remember what I did yesterday. I'm pretty sure I was at home.. watching tv. YES Because we picked up chinese. Ok. Yeah at my house last night watching tv. etc. Webbing it up. 

Today my sister Lindsey woke me up pretty damn early. 10 ish. She was coming to pick me up. We go out to the mall and chill. Meet dad and Aunt Debbie there. Go see Grandma getting her hair cut. Catch up and talk for a while, run over to walmart. Run to Mikalah's then back to Grandma's place. My dad's chow is gorgeous. His name is Bear and he has some shepard in him like Precious did. He looked just like her, but taller, more shepard than she had. And well, with less hair. His eyes werent as orange but his coat was black and he was as sweet as can be. So Lindsey and I talked for the longest time... 

So today was really good. Went home, worked in the yard, watched tv. Joe comes home Wednesday. How weird is it that our 4 week anni is two days before our month? Already worked it all out and stuff so it's like no joke. But that's how it works. Pretty Boss right?

Renamed my kitten Gray Scale.. Boss. :D

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Suppose to be going to Thomas' tomorrow to video game. But I dunno since Mishi got grounded again XDDD She's not very ninja. We'll see.

Have that damned Rhiana song stuck in my head @_@

Having high hopes about the storm. Yay for no school Monday... possibly tuesday. DONT WANNA JINX IT BUT COME ON. I have two tests tomorrow in History. Crap to finish for US Gov. And math to go over. And some damned project in Family Dynamics. Not home-ec. That's unconstitutional. grr.

Changes need to be made. I need to get my head out of my ass and get busy with school work. Still havent signed up for ACT tests. Need to sooooon. And see Mikalah about her ACT book that's titled, "Mikalah's Bible." She said I could use it.

Went to Church today with Mishi's family. Mishi doesn't care much about it, and neither do I. That is until sunday school. It was pretty cool actually. Some of the kids go to oak grove. But over all it was fun. I don't know if I like it on an "I find it historically interesting," or whatever else. But yeah. My mom's thinking about going to church again. She's christian, just not a church go-er.

Scotland Deadline coming up. Heard my uncle has a check in the mail for me. :D
Mom's talking to Grandpa. etc. uhm...

I think that's it for now.

I was suppose to do something with Larissa this weekend but that died quickly. Guess she had other plans. And with Saturday being her mother's bday, I understand. Hopefully soon we can do something. I hate not being able to do anything with her.

But yeah. I guess that's it. Looked online for those "sales" for spay/neuter for animals. The dates were the 7 and 8th of August. Missed em but I'm going to email em for the next date. GOOOD freaking prices for animals. ranges 30-60 dollars between cats and dogs. Females more pricey of course. But it needs to be done. I have 3 males cats to fix, one female cat, one female dog and one male dog. Good thing most of them are male x__x; jesus.

I mean.. I dunno what I'm going to do with my animals when I leave. I know mom is taking Shinya with her to my grandpa's when she moves there. 150 acres of romage for her. She'll LOVE it. If we don't find a goood home for Ko-Mo by then, she might take him too. Doubtful tho. Because she wants some of her own dogs. Basset hound, blood hound, german shepard. But.. I dont think she'll take the cats. If she will, it'll only be Boo and Jun. At the most. Of course I want Jun to come with me, he's my baby. So we'll see about that. But Higeki I dont know what we're going to do. I don't want to send him to a shelter. No one will want him. No one will understand him. He's VERY skidish to people he doesn't know. But when he gets to know you, he's in your face constantly. That's why I might take him with me. I don't think anyone will understand him more than me. I don't want to chance him in a shelter. He's a beautiful and sweet cat but also extremely annoying. And Ahmon. Anyone would want him. I love him to death but if I had to choose between taking him and Jun, I would take Jun. He's my little duchess. Ahmon is playful and very sweet. He likes to sleep with you. He's inside/outside.. mostly inside. He's funny when he's around dogs. His tail fur poofs out three times it's normal size.

But yeah.

I never get on this.. and I doubt I'll ever get to the point where I'm on here frequently enough to make friends and post major shit. But I come back every now and then, see what people are up to.

Maybe I'll get better, maybe not. Life has been okay. I can't complain, I have no life-threatening diseases that i know about.

I'm chilling at Mishi's waiting for her to get off work. Cleaning a bit like we promised her mom. Hope she brings back some pizza. Boo. We're getting farther in our rpg story thing. About these two guys in college, that share a dorm together. They are unbelievably gay. My character, whose whole name is Skylar Airys Valentine. The sex, right? Just call him Sky. He's like this ancient fire god with a rigid bod. Hell yes I just rhymed. That was amazing. Her char is Gene, he's this lion demon thing. He's adorable.

I brought Ahmon, my kitten over to make friends with Mishi's new kitten, Fae. After a long day of randomly fighting each other at every corner and attacking when the other least expects it, they fell asleep together.

They're getting along great. Ahmon has been lonely since his brother Junsu Rasen went missing and his girlfriend, Gemini went to live with Mishi's bf Thomas. I'm glad him and Fae are friends now.

So as the number of my animals die out, it comes to me how completely horrible I am at taking care of animals. I won't get anymore until I'm much older, and can financially take care of them. It sucks being broke. Either the bills or your animals. What the hell. Especially ferrets.... I miss Kaoru. God knows what the hell happened. I don't think I could take in another ferret for a long time after this. Both him and his sister... At least Toshimasa was taken care of properly. I was a horrible owner. Now Shinya's sick... She's getting really bad.

Only.. what? Two weeks til school starts. Bring it. I'm ready to get it over with. I'm so tired of just being here. I want to go back to work, to having a social life. I'm going to do better this year. Everyone else's problems? That won't concern me. I'm getting one bitching GPA at the end of this year. No more barely passing. No more just B's. Straight Fucking A's.

Ima pimp the hell out of my ACT and SATs. I'ma start driving, get myself a job. Save up for animals, school, scotland...

etc.

My feet are asleep, I need to finish folding clothes.

Adding German to my list of languages needed to learn. After this week with my new German relatives.. God, it was amazing. Just to sit and listen to them talk. It was amazing. I love the german language. It's beautiful. Most people disagree, but it is.