I went to Ren's yesterday, spent the night with, and hung out with her, kaz, and mishi. Went to halloween stores and found the perfect blonde loli wig to go with dress. it has rich ringlet curls. Ren is letting me borrow loli-dress And mishi is letting me borrow her boots. i'm a beast. Hopefully i'll have contacts before my Kaz's "La Masquerade" birthday party. i'm sooo excited.
So we're out of school monday and tuesday. monday because of labor day. tuesday because of GUSTAV. I think the only correct way of spelling that name would be in all caps. He sounds angry. well. All hurricanes should be named after angry sounding names. it makes sense. hurricanes are angry. and GUSTAV sounds russian.. or german. That's why it sounds angry. Russian is like the most angry sounding language. German.. sounds angry in a very much less timid way. :3 i rabu the german language.
ANYWHOO
Priston tale has a new server out. Dragon Priston Tale. So it took me 2 agonizing hours to download. Forever to figure out why I couldnt do this... character account thing where you're automatically lvl 90. I can't do shit like that. ;>__< And by the time I almost had everything figured out (to an extent) Ren was like "Emcee and I are logged off ;>>"
"..."
"We're looking for PT 2"
"...w/e"
ARGH. neways. I wanna be a pikeman. They seem bitching. with their pikes.
I'm tired.
GUSTAV is expected at like 7-8 ish A.M.
So.. If I don't log on for like a month or two.. I'm dead. It shouldn't kill my power. If it does. two weeks at most. I highly doubt it will. It's not close enough to us as Katrina was. But i dunno.
The most amazing thing happened. My daddy called me. Now, my parents are divorced. They divorced a year after I was born. My dad and I didnt see each other much. He was stubborn older man thinking he was still a 17 year old 80s rocker. Sooo for years my dad and I have been iffy. He was seldom there to put it briefly. He would show up when convenient for him... sometimes call to say he's coming, but not showing up. I was a little kid you know.. and I needed my daddy.
But we came to terms a year or so ago. Or I did. I forgave him... But things were awkward you know. For both of us. When I was little I said some horrible things to him. And to hear him call me tonight and we talked for a while.. I couldn't help but go cry to my mother afterward. I was so happy. He told me he loved me.. and was making sure we were safe from the storm. He told me he was proud of me. He was very proud to hear I was in Drama. He says that our school has the best drama program in the state.
My daddy isn't doing too good. He has diabetes. and it's really bad in his eyes. He can't see real well and he has to go see a doctor a lot to get shots in his eyes. But otherwise, I think he is okay. He might still be really skinny. I dont know if he was underweight the last time I saw him, but he was real tiny. My grandma's diabetes is much better. She doesn't have to take insulin anymore or her blood sugar/pressure pills. My sister Lindsey is helping them out. That makes me very happy. I know we aren't on good terms because of some of her bad decisions before.... or I dont think she notices a riff between us two. Like Leslie.. they both see me as a kid sister. When they call, they want to talk to mom. That's all. They don't tell me what's going on with them or how they're doing. They talk to mom. "Hey Katie, is mom there? Can you put her on?" That's it. I wish they would see me on their level. I guess it would make better sense if I saw them on my level.
It was... it was just so good to hear from him. I love him so much it hurts. He told me whenever I want to go to my grandma's and hang out and stuff, tell him and he'll come get me. And all kinds of stuff.
I need to go to bed before I cry again.
nn <3
I hope things are well for everyone else.
god.. i wish i had my ipod. i need to fall asleep to some sweet dbsk or YiDA ;__;
So we're out of school monday and tuesday. monday because of labor day. tuesday because of GUSTAV. I think the only correct way of spelling that name would be in all caps. He sounds angry. well. All hurricanes should be named after angry sounding names. it makes sense. hurricanes are angry. and GUSTAV sounds russian.. or german. That's why it sounds angry. Russian is like the most angry sounding language. German.. sounds angry in a very much less timid way. :3 i rabu the german language.
ANYWHOO
Priston tale has a new server out. Dragon Priston Tale. So it took me 2 agonizing hours to download. Forever to figure out why I couldnt do this... character account thing where you're automatically lvl 90. I can't do shit like that. ;>__< And by the time I almost had everything figured out (to an extent) Ren was like "Emcee and I are logged off ;>>"
"..."
"We're looking for PT 2"
"...w/e"
ARGH. neways. I wanna be a pikeman. They seem bitching. with their pikes.
I'm tired.
GUSTAV is expected at like 7-8 ish A.M.
So.. If I don't log on for like a month or two.. I'm dead. It shouldn't kill my power. If it does. two weeks at most. I highly doubt it will. It's not close enough to us as Katrina was. But i dunno.
The most amazing thing happened. My daddy called me. Now, my parents are divorced. They divorced a year after I was born. My dad and I didnt see each other much. He was stubborn older man thinking he was still a 17 year old 80s rocker. Sooo for years my dad and I have been iffy. He was seldom there to put it briefly. He would show up when convenient for him... sometimes call to say he's coming, but not showing up. I was a little kid you know.. and I needed my daddy.
But we came to terms a year or so ago. Or I did. I forgave him... But things were awkward you know. For both of us. When I was little I said some horrible things to him. And to hear him call me tonight and we talked for a while.. I couldn't help but go cry to my mother afterward. I was so happy. He told me he loved me.. and was making sure we were safe from the storm. He told me he was proud of me. He was very proud to hear I was in Drama. He says that our school has the best drama program in the state.
My daddy isn't doing too good. He has diabetes. and it's really bad in his eyes. He can't see real well and he has to go see a doctor a lot to get shots in his eyes. But otherwise, I think he is okay. He might still be really skinny. I dont know if he was underweight the last time I saw him, but he was real tiny. My grandma's diabetes is much better. She doesn't have to take insulin anymore or her blood sugar/pressure pills. My sister Lindsey is helping them out. That makes me very happy. I know we aren't on good terms because of some of her bad decisions before.... or I dont think she notices a riff between us two. Like Leslie.. they both see me as a kid sister. When they call, they want to talk to mom. That's all. They don't tell me what's going on with them or how they're doing. They talk to mom. "Hey Katie, is mom there? Can you put her on?" That's it. I wish they would see me on their level. I guess it would make better sense if I saw them on my level.
It was... it was just so good to hear from him. I love him so much it hurts. He told me whenever I want to go to my grandma's and hang out and stuff, tell him and he'll come get me. And all kinds of stuff.
I need to go to bed before I cry again.
nn <3
I hope things are well for everyone else.
god.. i wish i had my ipod. i need to fall asleep to some sweet dbsk or YiDA ;__;
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