I gave you the world and you ran with it. For years I catch your tears. When will your hear mine over yours?

Stalled on cleaning my room by watching Style and the life story and upbringing of Destiny Hope "Miley" Cyrus. Interesting. Then Jonas Brothers.
This weekend was fun. A good distraction from reality.

Went out and hung out with Jamis this weekend. Mikalah and Corey were at his mom's, Mama and Sierra were in Poplarville. So it was Jamis, Devon, Tony and me. They came and got me after show and we chilled at their house in purvis. Talked basically. Had a bonfire. Took some crazy awesome pictures, flame tricks. Tony came over after work about 11. We all chilled and acted stupid. Corey and Mikalah came back from the movies and went straight to bed, had to leave for his mom's early in the morning. I crashed before everyone else. Next more, woke up early. Before everyone else. Chilled for a bit. Was sitting out side, looked over to see a hand sitting out mikalah's window, cigarette resting between fingers. I laugh and yell "Mornin'"
Corey jumps forward and was like "HOLY SIdjoaidm. Scared me." ": D"

we talked for a while before he went closed the window and I went inside. Said goodbye to them. Hung out with Jamis and Devon for a while. Tony took forever to wake up. He was still feeling the affects of his prior drunkardness. He was like
"Come here~" Eyes still closed and whispering.
">_> what..?"
"Come here~~~~"
"sigh."
":3"
We cuddled for a bit, he went back to sleep for a few minutes.
Devon and him ran to Hattiesburg for a while. Jamis and I cleaned up the house. They came back. We all took our share of showers and what not. Tony's shoulder was bothering him so I gave him a back rub.

Devon had to go help Jamis' grandpa haul stuff so it was Jamis Tony and I. Before we left for Hattiesburg, Tony sat there on his phone and thinking. Planning our day I guess. He's weird when he's deep in thought. Went by the theatre. He went up to the front and bought tickets, placing them face down in the wrapping of his cigarette pack. Wouldnt tell us what it was.
Ran to meet her grandma, ran all over town looking for a certain type of trim for curtains she was making for Jamis' room.
Went to the movie. I was on the edge of my seat from the beginning. That movie got me so hyped up. Beautiful ass cars, beautiful ass Vin Diesel, hot ass action scenes. BAM! I was freakin ready to GO after the movie. It woke me up big time. I wanted to party. Loud music. Lights. Dancing.

Didn't get close to that actually... Went through some stuff with mom and bout cried in the truck. I was waken up instantly from this perfect weekend. Jamis was upset about her mom who was at her boyfriends in poplarville. Wouldn't let us come pick up Sierra who was wanting to come home. So throughout the day, Jamis and I tried to get Tony to smile because he was either in a mood or in this thinking period for a long time, and now he was trying to make us smile. Or atleast one of us. I sat outside and let the cold air try to calm me down. Devon had come back by then. It was near 9 when him and Jamis left to his dads for a few minutes and pick up his crazy cousin.

Tony and I sat outside and talked for the longest time about cars and stuff. Which made me feel better. So whether he noticed or not, he did help me calm down. He was supposed to leave by 915 for the club meet. Didn't even notice it was 926 when he scaled down the steps and rushed to his truck saying he would be back afterwards. I go back inside lie down on the couch. Not but a few minutes later the gang shows up. We all start hanging out and dancing and just being silly when two more friends joined us. Olivia's friends Justice and K.P. Tony came back after the meet. Hung out and talked til about near 1am. By that time Jamis, Olivia and Justice were passed out. I said good night to the remaining party. Crashed in Mikalah's bed that night and Tony followed in hyper as can be.

"Hey there~"
"Out."
"Why :("
"I'm bout to pass out."
"Hey, can I bother you until you fall asleep?"
">_> why?"
"I'm bored :["
"whatever" crashed on the bed. He followed. My mind was ready to let go and let me sleep, but his antics to "bother me until I sleep" only led me to becoming wide awake again. We talked for a good hour or more before he was about to pass out himself. We talked about so much random stuff that I can't even remember.
I was like
"O Hell no. >/"
"...huh?"
"You freakin wake me up and then go to sleep yourself. You freakin ass I hate your guts."
"Uhn..."
">_> HEY."
"What?"
"Rub my back."
"You gonna rub mine afterwards?"
"No."
"ZzzZzzzzZzZzZzzzz"
"Ass."

Wasn't but a few minutes before I was out myself. Woke up the next morning by the sound of yelling outside. Mama and Sierra had come home. Woke up and argued with tony for a good while.
He starts it off
"Bitch"
"Ass. Why the hell do birds have to be so loud..."
"They're going BITCH BITCH BITCH BITCH"
"Ass"
"Bitch"
"They're actually discussing amongst themselves about what a pussy you are."
"Bitch."
Then had some weird slap fight and finally got up.

Bug, the cute lil 11 month old that mikalah and jamis watch was already there. Devon was taking Olivia, Justice, and K.P. home and would come back to take me home. Tony left too. To go fix a transmission somewhere or something. So I got to play with Bug. Can't remember her real name but she is sooo cute. Watched some of August Rush. Devon came back, took me home. Mom was still at church. Took a shower. Chilled. Went to the store to get cleaning supplies for the car. Worked on it from 3 to about 7. Cleaned it up real good. Carpet took awhile to clean, but it's nice. It smells good.

Title is suppose to come in Monday. Getting driving privledges Friday. Not putting hopes on it. Knowing it won't happen.
I think Tony's getting a new tire for me. One of mine like. Died. Or is in process of dying.

So I kind of like him.. He's goofy. Likes cars. Knows what he's talking about when talking about cars. He's sarcastic. Actually has an arumentative side versus many guys I know. A decent one at that.

wow look at that. FandF1 is on >_> what an interesting ko-winky-dink. TIRED.

I wanna drive my freakin car.
p.s.
Vin Diesel is a hot mug.

So this weekend was crazy. Party'd like a rockstar. Danced off 4 pounds :0 damn straight.
ok so that was probably a lie. Felt like q1293120938lbs.

Finally got ipod back. yay.

got to chill with many peoples.

friday went and hung with mikalah, drove around with her and her bf
watched Devil's rejects
Went to party saturday. It was loads of fun.
Mishi and I stayed the night with Mikalah.
I had a great dinner with Mikalah's family next day.
went home with ACT book and ipod.


Got one of those IMVU things. It's cute so far. Made my person look nothing like me lol
it's: kaoxtot

I'm not ready for tomorrow. i'm so tired. sooooo.

nn

This past weekend I got to hangout with Mikalah and her family. Which is like my family. I havent talked to her or hung out with her since last year so it was really cool. Her and her "old man" as kids these days say, were having issues, but i think it's solved for now. They're going to start over on a clean slate soon. Her grandma took us all out to eat at the Island View Casino and hotel on the coast. It was really nice. After that her boyfriend.. or at this time ex boyfriend, Corey would drive us home. We first stopped off on the beach because Mikalah's sister Jamis' boyfriend Devon has never been to a beach :[ so it was cool. Found a lighter and a huge horse shoe crab shell. But when we finally got home and everyone settled down, Mikalah and I sat outside talking about the past and what not... we sat out there for several hours. Didn't go to sleep until about 2:40 am. But it was really nice. She helped me figure some things out and we caught up alot. One of her neighbors in the apartment complex, his name being Chad was having a drinking party. And his neighbor, this short little girl.. in her 20s was going back and forth from her apartment to back to his and it was funny as hell. She was soooo drunk. She tried fooling with a chair then collapsed over. I was like
"You ok?"
She said, "I'm just a little drunk~"
"Uh-huh"

She got locked out and so Chad had to open it for her. And Chad saw us and was like "Hey girls! How was the coast!" and he came outside with his roommate Aaron. Later on after they put little miss shitfaced to bed, her roommate Andy came over and we all talked and stuff. It was funny as hell. I love watching drunk people.

Chad works off shore so thats cool. He went back inside and collapsed. And andy went to bed. So it was just Aaron, 'kalah, and me. Later on their other roommate Greg woke up and came out and met us. He's shoooort. But they're all cool. Over all it was fun.

They went back inside to eat and go to bed so Mikalah and I chilled outside for an hour or so more I'm sure. Just talking. She took one part of her GED test today and takes the next tomorrow. So good luck to her.

Gonna hang out with Larissa next weekend. Make up for missing her 16th bday back in July. Chill and be lame.

I fell asleep in every one of my classes today. Mrs. Thompson told me she would write me up if I fell asleep in her class again. I think I need to invest in those 6 hour energy shots.. but those seem seemingly unhealthy.

But yeah. I just need to get my act in order.

Gonna go to a Bach recital/competition in the spring to perform my Minuet in G Minor piece. I'm getting really good.

But for now I must go practice and then do homework and then cause myself a slowly agonizing death.