sucks.

anyways. I'm bored out of my mind on a saturday night. waiting miserably for something amazing to like fly out of jesus' ass, i.e., mikalah and her bf to come pick me up. 

my stomach is killing me :@ i ate too much of nothing today. I neeeed to get outta HERE.

Thursday, after second period Bryan and I left with Mishi. We went to go check my card which had a whopping 100$ on it. We go straight to taco bell. Which isnt very good for you at 1130 in the morning I'm sure. Swing back over to Mishi's. Bryan and I play secret agent ninjas, hiding and dodging from Mishi's mom. We mess around for a bit after her mom leaves and watch FFVII advent children. I didnt know that Zach was the original Cloud?? or something? From crisis core.. or something about it. Anyways. Bryan was talking about it. Afterwards we run and drop Bryan off, go back and do laundry then hit the mall for a bit of shopping. Bought Joe his 1 month anni gift since it's coming up this saturday. Squeeee~ Go see my sister at her work til 4:15 ish? Then run and chill at Thomas'.

Not wanting to go back home we go to see Austin about 8? 830?. Go to Green room, play pool. Then instead of initial plan to go to Champion lanes with Austin and group, at around 10 we go to Mikalah's and chill til 11. Mishi leaves and I chill with Mikalah til about like 12... or a bit past it. 1230? She takes me home and thats that.

Next morning we're out about the town til like 4 in the afternoon. Chill at home.... I think >_> I cant remember what I did yesterday. I'm pretty sure I was at home.. watching tv. YES Because we picked up chinese. Ok. Yeah at my house last night watching tv. etc. Webbing it up. 

Today my sister Lindsey woke me up pretty damn early. 10 ish. She was coming to pick me up. We go out to the mall and chill. Meet dad and Aunt Debbie there. Go see Grandma getting her hair cut. Catch up and talk for a while, run over to walmart. Run to Mikalah's then back to Grandma's place. My dad's chow is gorgeous. His name is Bear and he has some shepard in him like Precious did. He looked just like her, but taller, more shepard than she had. And well, with less hair. His eyes werent as orange but his coat was black and he was as sweet as can be. So Lindsey and I talked for the longest time... 

So today was really good. Went home, worked in the yard, watched tv. Joe comes home Wednesday. How weird is it that our 4 week anni is two days before our month? Already worked it all out and stuff so it's like no joke. But that's how it works. Pretty Boss right?

Renamed my kitten Gray Scale.. Boss. :D

nn

Suppose to be going to Thomas' tomorrow to video game. But I dunno since Mishi got grounded again XDDD She's not very ninja. We'll see.

So I'm sitting in 2nd block. In US GOVT. Pretty bored as hell and I have to piss sooo bad. So I feel like utter shit. Went and talked to Mrs. A. before 1st Block. I couldn't even talk to her in a collected voice.. I told her that I won't be able to go to Scotland. She said I still need to front the 400$ because it was paid for or something about the check bouncing. So I told her I'll bring it Wednesday since my mom gets paid next Tuesday. I just want to crawl into a hole and die. I figured.. I mean. Me going to Scotland? I figured it was too smoothly planned out to actually be true. It figures. Mom felt like utter crap when she told me. She felt so bad about it so I'm trying not to let it seem like it bothers me much. I don't understand why my FREAKIN LOADED grandpa won't help me after he said he would.

Mom said my uncle as been like "WHEN ARE YOU COMING OVER HERE?!?!?!" about us going to see him in Cambodia. So she said she's going to talk to him about that. To make up for Scotland. So if THAT works out, next summer I guess. She said he'll take us to Thailand and Vietnam or something. Not putting my hopes up for that tho.

I just... I was really looking forward to it because I mean.. I suck at like acting, but I am passionate about it theatre. So you have nooo idea how happy I was when I got to be in the Scotland Show.

I just hope Ren, Kaz, Mishi, Katie F., and everyone else has a lot of fun.


Going to Mikalah's tonight, Ren's tomorrow. See what else is going on.

Joe comes back to Hattiesburg next Wednesday to like Saturday. So we're going to hang out and stuff. He's gonna meet my mom and what not.

Well I gotta go. World History next. Just please get this day over with.
peace.
 

Freakin in love with DBSK Mirotic album. It's freakin amazing. Everyone should be like RAWRMUSTLISTENTOTHISGODLYMUSIC. yes

Listening to the gloomy sounds of malcontent sung by Jessika of Jack off Jill. Doing math homework, while writing back and forth in Mishi's and my new rp. A heavenly angel and a grim reaper. Let's see how it will turn out. Our other rp is nothing but an excuse of hot porn : P

Tomorrow is Friday. I need to contact Larissa and see about plans. Keep myself as busy as possible so not to go crazy. I want to go see freakin Death Race. But it'll wait. See about getting my permit next week so i can actually be like "Hey :B. I can buyz mai own ticket." Grr.

Went to my cellular service provider today. Seems the reason for the craziness going on with my phone is the lack of a cell tower.. that collapsed or something. So it should be fine in the next few days.

Failed math test. Cause I'm lame and pretty freakin stupid. Thinking, "Nah.. I'm sure I'll nail it. I pretty much got it." Then finding the next day, test day, with a paper in front of you. Sheepishness covering your eyes and problems looking familiar but confusing. I was like "...Duhhh"

wtf. i'll make it up.

Also need to study for vocab test in Family Dynamics.


God save us all.