o__o almost none at all.
I move in on the 8th.. get things set up for Renny and me. Make it semi-pretty til Ren comes and fixes it ;@
I want one of those dorms like they have on the commercials WHERE EVERYTHING MATCHES.
Not gonna happen right now but that would so be bitching.
I've been stalling on paper.. But I'm writing it tonight. It's due on the 31st. I work better under the "last minute" pressure.
...And we're suppose to read this book called A Painted House. .. or something like that.
>_> hasssss Renny read it?? If she hasn't I would feel better about it.
BETTER NOT HAVE READ IT.
Make me feel like a jackass.
jk.
I need to go buy it.
It won't hit me until I arrive on campus. Til I drive up. And enter the campus again. It won't hit me until then.
When I walk into my first class with so many new people.
When I stay up late working on papers...
It's scary thinking about it. But an exciting scary..
I'll come back on weekends... But can I handle it?
As much as I would like to be in denial about it, I am a mama's girl.
I stayed a week and a half in Florida.. and missed her some kind of terrible.
But I know I can do this. I know it'll be hard.. but it's the nice kick in the pants that I need.
I will of course miss my friends and my family but I think I need this.
I need a taste of reality. It will either be sweet or sour.
But it will help me grow up. It'll help me see things.
My sleeping has been fkd. When I want to go to sleep.. It takes me 30 min to an hour to fall asleep.
I can't just hit the bed and pass out in a few moments.
Then I wake up constantly and have weird dreams that I can actually remember.
Ehhh.. hopefully I can fix that before school.
Hmm...
I've been getting better, drawing wise. Proportion wise. And it's getting me excited.
:D